Fashion University Vol.10 Love and Lolita "life"

It's the end of my school year soon.
Next week, will start mes exams ....
Pattern making => 1week
Fashion Design => 1 week
END => The June 25th

I finished the Child Collection Summer 2010-2011








And my dress ! =D
But ... I'm not totally satisfied...So I will change some things . ^o^

[ I will make other better, but this one was just to see]



Today during my daily Baby Sitting, the younger girl ( 4 years old) made a fit ...
Impossible to undress her up ... Impossible to give her the shower , impossible to put her the pajamas... ok Cold shower ... Not enought ? No sweeties tomorrow and punished in her bedroom.
She cries sometimes but today OMG o_o she wanted to hurt me !
Fululu is stayed calm but she got respect .... Kids nowadays. -_-"

Fortunately the second baby sitting was better, the baby ( almost 2 years old) cried a little bit when his Nanny left home but adorable after ^^


Hard at this time with work lol.
I'm very tired and .... A girl bothers me indirectly ....
She calls MY boyfriend "hubby" "our 4th anniversary" ... and she has a boyfriend ...And she knows that my boyfriend is not single. What does she want ?! o_o
It's so disrespectful for me but especially for her boyfriend ! I'm sad for him.
She speaks more about my bf than his on her blog . -_-"
Ok we all have a bestfriend but ... There are limits.
I'm sure if a girl does the same with HER boyfriend she won't be happy at all.

Sometimes I can't understand poeple ... I'm tired with all. I LOVE my boyfriend, I really want to share my life with him.
Of course I'm still young... But I found someone with who I feel me so good and safe... It's the first time.
After of course, we don't know our future. But it's my current feelings and since almost 3 years now.
I'm happy with him and think I deserve this happiness , to share with him.
We work hard and nobody will ruin that.
I won't give up. She may die. u_u ( French expressions ... How I love ! xp )
I will speak with her face to face.
I don't want a fight ( too pathetic !) just explanations as a civilized girl.
I would like she stop it ... Even by respect for my boyfriend...He is her friend so ... She can respect him more than me, right?


I'm fed up with this kind of action... I'm calm and descreet since I'm young,
Shy and nice with others and some used me... Now stop!
I'm maybe becoming a bitch ... But I don't care ...
I respect others and I get what ? Nothing good.
Nobody has ever seen me fight or really angry ( only once at the beach ... I had a fight with a girl to defending my brother lol.
Rescuers from the beach had to intervene to separate us, there were two men to hold me!)

After what happened with my boyfriend ... I'm stronger. =)
( I'm stronger than yesterday♪ Oh! Britney ~! Lol)
Of course it was very hard ... But it's a life lesson.
Nobody must touch to my family, friends and especially my Love.

And thank you a lot my Future, Daddy Loloche and Old Sister for your support . :)

[ Photo shoot for a Lolita calendar, I was september ]


I was model for a Lolita Fashion show few days ago.
I was the EGL category. There was a Dandy with me ... It was not the idea of the begining but we had de the same colors ! XD








[ With the grou <3 ]



It was my hairstyl for the fashion show ... But unfortunately with rain and wind, out! T_T

Jesus Diamante & Lolita Day

[Alice in Wonderland Collection <3]

I LOVE Jesus Diamante.
The one of my favorite brand with Moi-Même-Moitié, Angelic Pretty, BtSSB, Excentric ...
Yes I'm unfaithful with clothes. It's my sin :p

But I laugh when I see some girls who are in love or buy something especially because it's "THE" brand ... Even if sometimes it's tasteless or doesn't look good on them.

I went to look yesterday the JD web site and ... Horror!
Except the new print with flowers (how I hate JD prints >< )usualy I like the models, especially for shoes ( even if it looks to "luxury prostitute" or "kept woman" lool )

[ Prints ...]

But the most horrible ( for me ) are the "Sabots" ....
At this time it's very fashionable, you can check for Chanel or any shoes store at Paris ... Sabots with hight heels .... When I think ... I bought sabots 2 years ago ...




I was in advance AGAIN ! I loved Dita Von Teese and pin-up look, but impossible to find a " Bibi" ( the mini hat), I wanted mini-crowns and impossible to find too .... and now everywhere even at Claire's -_-" *suicide*
Before my family and friends " It's not fashionable, you're too excentric" ... Yes but NOW it's FASHIONABLE ... Fululu was just in advance , and I **** others. 8D

[ I love tiaras and crowns so much >3<]

[Mini hat and rond Headresses]

[ My fav' Bibi from Spain *o*]

[Bibis from Claires]

At this time I'm in a "Dita" period again, I don't know why XD
I'm so fan of "Bibi" the 50's mini hats >~< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXvwBfAfjgTEcBoX3wtwrOkNx4FWN45U47cobi-P-a1nrk_8ytsZKgwQSK0ZINphbpjsreVK9gAnqBj-XPeMtTxlBG-pcOvkMaphTt4VEWrRMLEQCq9bODPBeqnfOP8dpB_pnxcJg8VJg/s1600/10632_1263057818463_1290246636_30802308_1769276_n.jpg">


Today I was the Lolita Day ... But sincerely ... I don't care
I don't saw something changed lol.

Fashion University Vol.9 Fashion and Visual Kei

School .... Sweet school -_-"

I'm sooooo tired and bored!

My boyfriend is studying for tomorrow so he let me alone ;_; .

Ok .... I must continue my Child folder .... But it's almost finish ><

Fortunately I received an sms from Daddy Loloche !

" The Luzmelt PV is on youtube !!" xDDDDD

She is becoming a fangirl !!! =O [God save Daddy Loloche ><] I only love a song of them , [Sacrifice] lol so I went to watch. I must admit ...It's a pleasure for eyes ! Especially Yuhma and Asuka =^^= ( ohhh I can do the fangirl sometimes no ?! ><

I hope they will have a show in august =)

[Yuhma]

[Asuka]

[Note: It's not my photos :) I found it on facebook ^^ but I don't remember where ;_; ]

Yesterday we started the personnal dress ... I hope friday I will can finish my muslin >~<>

[Sweet Lolita]

[Hime Gyaru]

[Gyaru]

[Front Shibuya 109, in December 2009]

For lolita example it's more explicit on lolita during meeting etc; not really on models.

Anyway on magazines and fashion show, it's only to show ... People don't understand that's not to wear everyday ... It's to SHOW !

I won't put more lolita examples, because I won't say "this girl is ridiculous with the ribbon" and show the picture....

It's not against them only the fashion . XD

But I think that :p

Sincerely ... Clothes are here to make you beautiful ... Not to make you ridiculous.

40th post ! Fashion University Vol.8

Today in France it's a Holiday, the " Pentecost",

so not school. ^o^/

I wanted to rest me but .... Too much work lol.

So bad ... the weather is wonderful ... Sunny and hot, as I like ;_;

I just finished the imposed blouse ( we don't chose the model).

The withe fabric was imposed too, but we must matched it with the skirt imposed too.

We had 3 "fashionable" themes for this summer: sailor, jean's and the "liberty" a bit retro ...

[Front]

[Back]

I'm a bit desapointed ...There is a little mistake on a side !

It was when I was sewing it ><.

And the teacher wanted I do again ( for the 3rd time lol) my collar ... But not enough time so I let the "mistake" ^^"" ....

Not serious I know ;_; .

Tokyo Decadance Special Science Fiction May,2010

With my "Chiquita" her boyfriend and a friend of them, we went to the last Tokyo Decadance in Paris, Special Science Fiction.

As usual, I'm totally in the theme of the party !!! xDDD

[ Train station to go ]

I was glad to spend a good time with friends,

and to forget my problems for a night.

[With my chiquita Andrea <3]

Selia sang "La marseillaise" our national Hymn, it was amazing !

His french is so good ! <3 width="425" height="344">

And we had se pleasure to heard his version of the Carmen Opera, like for the french hymn it was super. I really love this artist.

Carmen

And it's always a pleasure to ask him a photo ^^

I want my Darling have the same hair than him *o* ( soon soon ! XD)

Unfortunately some friends was not here like my Julie " De la roselière" T_T

But we had a lot of fun ....

[With Stella =D]

[ My Loli' Carrie]

[ My dear Sanja ]

[Front the Moulain Rouge <3]

Paris by night with "Mélinda"

After school yesterday, I'm went with my "bitch" to Louvre museum.

I met her during my last year at high school, and our love for Dita Von Teese and Burlesque gathered us . <3>~<.

Front the Opera :p

Well, now the weather is better! So it was pleasant to walk out in Paris, but something I dislike, it's tourists, or even french people, who take you in photo but without ask !

I am not a strange beast, we are not in a Zoo ...I won't eat if they ask politely. -_-"

Around 11pm, we wanted to drink something, I wanted a Coca-cola, we had checked at " Le café de la Paix" front the Opera, but ... 8€ ... But LOL, the joke! For a coca ! XD

We finally went to " Le Bistrot Romain" less expensive .

My Mélinda

It was great ...We have so much work for school at this time... And a lot of stress.

Usually, I don't hang out a lot, but this little free time was pleasant, and very useful.

I still have some doubts and jealousy, lol. ^^"

Life is hard, but nothing is impossible if we make some efforts.

I will work hard, to save money and fix my problems .

I check,for the X-Japan concert in August but ...A bit expensive for me, I prefer spend my money for shopping or restaurant with friends .

The same for teh Memorial concert for Jasmine You at Nagoya ... It's a bit far so ...

And I don't know why ... Now I don't "need" to go to a concert, even if it's artists I like... I know few years ago I was able to cry if it was sould out or to expensive lol, now ... I almost don't care ... o_o.

I realized, there are things which are so more importants to me, maybe for that.

Able to spend 1000€, saved since a lot of months of deprivation to visit my Love, but not 50€ for X-Japan ... XD

Days off

Week end of 4 days !!! =D

I will "enjoy" it to continue my work for school ...

Fashion design: Child Collection, Summer & Dresses collection, 50's style.

Pattern making: To finish the Blouse in muslin ( and I don't find my "roulette" for my patterns ...How I will finish my collar ?! I think I lent it to somebody who forget to return me it ... T_T)

Saturday I will go with my Chiquita to Tokyo Decadance ^^

I will write more after ( I know I say always that and not article ....lol)

Just I chose my outfit for this TD. I bought it during my week end in London.

This afternoon, I was in my bedroom, calm, with my love THE computer *o*

(as usual XD), when ... I saw something moving next to my leg .... A big spider ( for France of course XD) .....Sooo scared ><. Fortunately my brother is came to save me 8D. Why boys love so much spiders and insects ? ><>

Bad Romance & Wedding Dresses

Hi !

I was in holiday, but it's not during that time I write the most .... -_-"

I've to many things I want to do ...

I got rest, it was good for me and my health ( I lost 4kg in 10days.... o_o), i was better;

unfortunately a few day ago... the ex of my boyfriend is came back with some "news" about him...

Ok,I thank her, but after, drifted on "The" story, to speak again and again about things that we have already mentioned... What is the interest? These hours of conversations gave me nothing more , it just made me go back painful memories that I had succeeded in controlling.

And after reflexion why to tell that ? It's a story of 10 years ago o_o ...

It's his past...nothing to do with our history, of a few weeks ago.

Well now I hope all is done, and that's the end.

I design this pendant almost a year ago now, I wanted to offer it to him, to prove my love.

Now, we will start something again, since the begining.

I hope all will go well and that I will can give him my present.

Just a big thank to persons who supported me and who continue to support me .

During my holiday, I enjoy to draw what I wanted, to draw only for my own pleasure.

Since 2years now, I buy the magazine " Marrions-nous!", it's a wedding mag' with a lot of wedding dress models ! *o* I love it so much !

One of my dream dress ...Anyway, the dream dress for the moment ... I know in 3 month I will change my mind. lol

I'm a big fan of ancient asian costume, at this time I discover "again" the Han Fu ( yes because I was fan about China when I was younger....During my Mulan period XD)

A bit thanks to my boyfriend, that's true.

So I drawn this "Wedding Han Fu" ^^.

Well, tomorrow school ....T_T and darling has a show so I will be alone

Ahhh life is sad ;_;

Lolita Fair

Hi !

Yesterday a friend convinced me to go with her to the Lolita Fair, in Paris.

Unfortuantely Kokusyoku Sumire were not here because of volcano ....

I'm not especially fan, but I think better than the other groups ....

Princesse Pudding

But it was cool, I met friends who I can't meet often ^^.

I was touched because...For the lolitas who was a bit close friends thery were " are you ok ? You will enjoy the party with us to change your mine and forget about this story."

And others less close, they looked at me with a shy smile like saying " Are you ok? We can speak ? about that or not ?" ^^

Everybody was very kind with me.

And I really want to say them thank you !

It's a good support to me, I'm very touched.

With Carrie

With Alicia, a Carrie's friend ^^

I'm still a bit lost, I discover news almost everyday, wich generate new questions of course... I won't be in peace until I got answers, but I'm stronger ^^

Movie: Agora

I went the last saturday with my parents to the cinema, I wanted to see Agora.

I'm very fan of Peplums and other movies which take place in antiquity.

This one is realy a great movie, I really recommand it.

At the end , I even cried...(Rare thing since the last events ...)

The end is so tragic...The slave has had the courage to kill his love to avoid her, the pain and humiliation. Maybe the most beautiful moment.

I won't write a sumary, as usual I will give you the link ^^.

Agora movie Official site

There is an important part about philosophy ( I've thought of Ken ...) and Sciences.

I'm very bad for these kind of things, lol, but it was very interesting!

I understood everything! ( For once ! xD)

But my personnal thought.

since time immemorial, humans find, always, an excuse to slug it out.

Before Judaism and Christianity, in the western world, it was usualy for countries or place, the women were sometimes a good pretext as for Troy with Helen lol.

But after a moment ... It was no enough.

Fortunately, The only God appeared. Fiat Lux !

Then, humans had something new to continue the quarrel!

Halleluja ! ~<3

I won't tell, if it's pagan, Christian, Jewish, agnostic who is right.

Because for me, nobody is wrong and nobody is right. Everybody is free to think what he/her wants, but with the respect of other.

It's what the movie shows for me. The intolerance of each other.

The main character, Hypatia, tells " we have more affinities than differences"...At the birth , indeed.

And we could live in the peace, some people are enough clever, calm, open minded and respectful of others.

Unfortunately, there are always a minority of fanatics who will ever sow discord and who will interpret with a bad way the sacred writings.

I think the world will be never in peace.

Before the last events with my boyfriend, I gave my trust easily...I though if you was sincerely good with others, others will be good with you too.

But now human disgusted me ... I don't believe in human.

People, continue to slug it out, continue to be unfaithful with you boyfriend/girlfriend, to talk crap behind the back of your "friends", and more.

Me, I'm just passing on this earth.

=)