The beauty & The Beast

Well, I watched TV this afternoon ( yes ! I was enough bad to watch TV !)

and ... OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!!! * melting*

I saw ...Something who makes me super happy ( hard today btw -_-" )

The collector edition of " The Beauty and The Beast " !!!!! * super melting *

I will ask it at Santa-Claus for Christmas =D

I'm just crazy in love with this Disney ._.

Why ?

Well, when I was younger, I was impressed by the library. I was just AMAZING *o*

Later, I understood the meaning of the movie:

Understand each other,

Love despite of the differences and the defects of the other,

Love without being subject ( I will always remember " and you, you've a bad temper !" "..." xD)

Love despite of what others say about this love,

Learnt from our own mistakes.

( I must watch it again to say something eles XD)

And, magic Rose + Enchanted castle = L♥ve

I MUST go back to the Disney store at Tokyo or go to the one at the Champs Elysées to find the ring with the rose! Or an other jewel with the rose T_T.

By the way, I'm the only whi find the Adam is better in beast than in prince ? ._.

[ From Deviant Art]

Dust Bunnies ~

An article in honnor of Darling and Mlle Chantilly ~♥

Well, recently I learnt what does mean " Dust Bunnies" x)

Yes because in french, it's not "bunnies" but " sheeps" XD

And I've myself a bunny !

So today, I "cleaned up" my with him.

I "used" him, very ecologic ! Because after, you shower your rabbit, and you can use him many time !

The proof:

Dust Bunnies killed.

Shower Time.

*Clean ! *

NB:

-No animals were mistreated during the photoshoot

-It's a PROFESSIONNAL Model !

- Our model was paid with Chocapic cereals after.

Thank you !

All rights reserved: Grison and Baby Fululu

Fashion School 2nd year Vol.3 + My live is a novel ._.

ESMOD

Fashion Design:

At this time we are working on a "creative process":

Choose a contemporary object,

do something in 3D showing the subject chooses,

from this thing in 3D, make 5 collages,

from these collages make ink blots to search a volume.

-_____________-"

Fortunately I finished everything before to go to Baby sitting tonigh.

Tmr, I will start the 10 fashion models from these 5 ink blots.

I was bored to do this work, the aim was to learn how to create something new thanks to a creative process ...Usefull if you've no idea.

But during my 2 last years in high school, I had art lessons, so I learnt this method.Geeze ...

Anyway ... I finised with a Crinoline and Corset silhouette... As usual ._.

Pattern Making:

Woman Hewer.

I'm happy , for once it's not too much horrible.

But, the collar and the jacket are not enough large -_-"

Tmr we will start the " hewer collar" .... I hope I will succeed.

"Love", "Glory" and "Beauty"

Well, last monday I saw a terrible message from a friend on Facebook: " leave this motherfucker, I'm worried for you" me : " whUt ? o_O * going to see ... OMG SHOCKED!* "

Ok panic.

What's happen again ... I sent immediatly an e-mail ... Nothing.

I'm was too sick, so second mail, less nice:

OK ... " Who are you" , are you joking ? " fansite? which fansite?", you want my hand in your face ? -_-"

He has my ADDRESS, he sent me flyers often for paris via the FRENCH FANSITE and " who are you - which fansite" ??????

FUCK !

Of course ... he didn't answered more.

Especially about "how do you know" and " Did you blocked my bf the day I left Japan to avoid him to come to say me good bye"

Why ? I've a guess: because 1: he knows but wants to make troubles and can't avoid the chinese and german are only friends and not gf ... Of course I noticed he said " Girl-Friend" and not " Girlfriend" but ... he DOES know that ME I was not a friend !

What he is looking for ?

He wants to ruin my relationship ? Is not enough hard ?

Ok darling is not an angel, but during my stay he was serious and went to work on music EVERYDAY !

Artists must be concentred and work, I totally agree.

But it's a reason to obstructing them to have a private life.

Yes ... I will maybe have problems with this post, but I should shut my mouth when someone doesn't respect the law ?

If I remember good ...The one who wants his singer works more ... Has himself a girlfriend, that's why his work is bad ? I don't think so.

If somebody can't be relax sometimes, think about others things than work, what is it ?

A hen ... In cage, laying all the time. You never noticed these one lived less that the hens were free in the pastures ? ( Ok it's a bit cliche lol)

Stress and preassure are not good for health, it's not en easy job.

Fans are always waiting and judge your work, some can have different tastes so " Bad album this time !" Ok ...They judge what you're doing ...Etc.

And with all that, you can't even have somebody to love ?

You've no right to have somebody to speak about problems, feelings, fears...

Nobody who will blindly support you only because she/he loves you.

I'm laughing when I saw people who wants to become a "star" or girls who want to date with "artists" or "J-rocker" only because "it's sooo cool !! So japan-fashion! So IN ! So great to be "famous" on web.

You want to live far away of the person you love ?

You want to see rumors about him/her on the web?

You want to see fans judge him/her, his/her work, without to knowing anything ?

You want to see yaoi ( yuri) or porn fan-fiction about him/her?

You want to meet sympatic girls who finally said " I want him as the father of my children, he makes me wet !" because they only think you're a fan girl like them ?

You want to hide this relationship, when your other friends show their photos with their love, because yours is a public person and you can be the "biatch" or not good for his/her image, if fans know he/she in not single they will stop to be fan of the group .

Well ... THIS LIFE IS FOR YOU =D !!!

This is the sad reality, they are fans enough stupid to let down a group, because his/her favorite aritist is not single.

For me, they are not fans. They are only stupid.

Of course, I'm not saying fans must stop it, when I was younger I was a fan girl too ( that's why ...I wonder ... How I can be so jaded now ? -_-" shit !) But ... I realize , I never fantasized on artists ... o_o.

I wrote fanfic with friends yes, when I was younger but not more ._., well we don't mind =_=.

I just say , sometimes, it' not really pleasant. It's not always a dream.

Love is not easy, but in this case it's harder.

So I don't need a f-ing bulldog to make it harder.

I must thanks people who helped me and answered me about a the past, I know it's not something easy or pleasant sometimes so thank again,

and the ones who gave me their advices and supported me. <3

And I'm sorry for the ones who admired the bulldog and have been disappointed.

To conclude, I'm still with him. I do love him.

You can think I'm silly, I'm too much naive.

I'm, maybe.

But I HATE people who publish this kind of thing about ME !

They don't have the courage to come to speak with me ?

The bulldog wanted me to see it by myself?

He thought I will shut my mouth, break up without asking explanations?

You're too much stupid then.

If you want something next time, come directly.

I never thought this kind of thing could happen one day.
For me it is only in the "fires of love" or novels.
I do not pretend to have known, I do not want problems, I just want to love in peace.
So why is this happening to me?

You are outside all.

♪ Mother looking at me

Tell me what do you see?

Yes, I've lost my mind♪

The Neverending Lie & Week End

I'm spending horrible days.

I'm still sick and I had a BBsitting last night so I'm a bit tired, but at the same time impossible to sleep well. I think too much.

And the only one who can fix it is in China till Tuesday.

Of course impossible to call him, and fortunately he told me" I will do my best" because I've still don't have news.

Maybe the plane crashed, maybe too much busy with friends, it's the same .

I know ... I've no "right" to write it, I know I promised, but now it's good enough.

I've nothing too lose.

I'm not single and I've a boyfriend I love ...

Anyway .... Doctor Tuesday, I hope she could help me ;_;

About China, I went yesterday with Evy to the Chinese district.

She guided me to the supermarket " Tang Frères" specialized for asian food~

I bought some things , like Banh bao =D

Paradoxical because I don't eat a lot since a few days ._.

[Piggy Banh Bao ! ~]

We went to the nail salon " Au Petit Saigon" I wanted tips for UV gel nails, but nothing any more ... Geeze .

I will found on web but I prefer to see in real what I buy .

By the way, I tried UV nail few weeks ago

It's suuuuper long lol

But when I will have more "eperience", it will be better,

because these ones are not very good >_<>

Of course in the chinese district ... many shop with goodies... Totally useless but so cute XD

I get phone charm, mine were too old for some and others were from my ex ( and too old lol) ^^.

I know, people will think I'm silly to choose this one but ...I liked ^^

and I will see if I give the other part ... I wish, but life is not a fairytail and Princes Charming (or Gothic) dont exist.

About present I send it.

I decided to "decorate" :p

About decorations I removed my deconden on my phone ._. too old

I almost lost a finger ( removed with a knife it's dangerous :p)but it's done and i will do a new one later.

And we found stickers for keyboard, with Evy.

I needed for some letters ... Almost erased.

But it's for japaned/US keyboard -_- so some touches are not with the same functions or too little T_T

Bonus:

The kitty of children I kept last night x)

Her name is : Chatouille ( Tickles)

She is very cute ~

Rest Day

After almost 9 days of sickness I finally decided to go to the Dr. XD

So today I stayed at home to rest.

But I went to get girls at school as usual, and the father spoke me about a project, an idea he had about a new concept in fashion ... Maybe new brand and asked me if I was interested ! o_o

And I received a request for a Gothic Lolita photoshoot in March ~

That's great =^^=.

Autumn is here and as I caught a cold-flu or something like that I wore my winter coat ._.

I'm tooooooooo cold >~<

[Coat: Tralala- Skirt/Top: Off brand-Shoes: Jesus Diamante]

[With my Brother ._. ]

Sunday

I finished my work for Tuesday, or almost, I still must add more deco'.

[Pen]

[Collage]

[Pen]

[Pencil]

[Watercolor]

I don't put everything, because others are horrible -_-.

I'm not proud of them at all so ....

By the way, I got a new corset, grey/silver, I wanted a black but ... Only S seize or more, and I was looking for "XS" I already have a "S" in black but too old now lol and too tall.

I would like to modified it, with lace, but not money, I must save all T_T

*frustrated*.

In Paris we have the " Marché Saint-Pierre" front the 'Sacré Coeur" but expensive, not good quality and not a lot of choice -_-.

I was so amazed at Tokyo when I saw lace in every colors !

And not enough money ... Damn.

About "Lolita" news, I participated at the fashion show last sunday at Paris Manga 10.

It was ...tiring lol.

Some guys were not here, gave up, we only had 1 rehearsal made in 5mins , super hot and we waited for a while before the show, I was exhausted with my corset and super sick ._.

But after the show we had a little photoshoot and I'm happy, I'm not too much bad on photos , for once ...

[With Hanako :) ]

I've others on my Deviant Art.

Pensée~

Just I was thinking today and I needed to write this sentence:

"Aimer profondément quelqu'un,

ce n'est pas aimer aveuglément

mais aimer tout en réalisant ces défauts."

"Deeply love someone is not being blind, but loving even with his flaws ~"

[Thanks Evy for the english part]

[My blog with Poems]

[Looking for the Rose on google I found that. I WANT ! ;_; I'm so fan of The Beauty & the Beast ... I went to the Disney store at Shibuya but I found nothing about The Beauty & the Beast T_T]

Musique Maestro~ !

Well, I've time and I neglect my blog.

I should write about my trip in Japan, give some addresses and reviews but no time ._.

So, just music news then.

Since the sept, 22th [Sanguis Rosa], the new GPKISM album is available.

I listened it and here is my opinion:

1: Succubus, my fav', we recognizes the Kiwamu's composition,

it was a pleasure to see this one in live during Artism Festa at Tokyo. =)

I love the melody, from begining to end, but I must look for lyrics and translation to say more about this song.

The GPK's voice is in perfect harmony here.

2: Desiderium, I don't really like the melody of this one.

No, actually it's more the saturated sound and voice which I don't like at all,

it's too different with the chorus, I only like the chorus part so, more melodious.

( Yes I dislike the saturated electronic music ._. Prefer melodious songs to rest, think and dream xp )
[...]

3: Uterus, "catchy" song, different of Succubus, I like it but not more.

I'm waiting for the Lyrics translation.

4: Corpus, my second fav', I like the lyrics .

I saw on web, with Uterus, is the most appreciate of the album by the fans.

5: La Folia, a pleasant difference if we compare to the others music of the group,

more "classic" baroque, a bit like a minuet ~ <3>

I like this album, for once no 1001 remixs, only the escence of the group.

Of course it's MY OWN opinion, but I read on web, fans apreciate this one too in its entirety.

Links:

Official Myspace

French Official Fan Site

Darkest Labyrinth

ESMOD 2nd year ~

[La salle Boisée at ESMOD]

HI !!

I'm back at school since a week now.

We started to work immediatly in fashion design ! Lol.

Subject:

Choose 2 illustrators ( Victoria Francès for me and Riyoko Ikeda, I wanted to choose Kaori Yuki but...I was a bit afraid the teacher tells me I'm still in my "gothic" world -_-" like the one of the last year lol.)

[Riyoko Ikeda]

[Victoria Francès]

Choose 5 fashion photos:

[Baby, the Stars Shine Bright]

[Sugar Kei]

[Gothic & Lolita Bible Vol.37]

[Marrions-Nous! magazine]

[Bibian Blue]

and with the 5 imposed technicals : Watercolor, pencil, ink, collage and pen;

draw the the fashion pictures like the illustrators we chosen.

So 10 drawings for monday 26th.

Im happy I almost finished today !

And I can say I'm VERY bad with ink! My drawings are horrible and in collage too.

For watercolor I limited the damages but I prefer pen and pencil =3

I'll put the results later, I still have to put them in the "personnal notebook" a tall black notebook with our own personnal world, and I'm in baby sitting tonight, so I've no scanner XD

This year will be focus on our own world, more than the first year.

I'm happy, because since a few months now and especially till August recently,

it's not so easy, I've nausea since my return and I fell sick twice in 10days ...

I'm still sick no voice anymore and it's not better despite of meds.

Moral is not super too, so to be able to work with my "own tools" exactly what I love, I'm relivied.

I remember my 1st fashion design project last year, choose a brand and continue a skirt collection for this brand .

I took Baby, the Start Shine Bright as brand, it was a pleasure to work on this project and i had the best quotation I never had for this kind of project in fashion design last year, even if it was the first !

These 10 drawings were a bit long to do but not boring.

For the pattern making part,

the first week was only to do some revisions, we will start the first woman hewer exercice. Only the top, a half.

I look forward to start our personal woman hewer collection >o<.

By the way, Twitter deleted me some contacts in my "friends" list...

Geeze =_= I must add them back ....