31~10~2012
At the internship
I watched the Beauty & the Beast,
it always cheer me up
when I am a bit blue .
It is my favorite Disney~
It make me hoping people can change for better
if we support.
Also since 2 days, I started to be deeply sick again,
the acupuncture session has been totally useless as much I was stressed, anxious
during the night I had the biggest headhach ever.....
Plus nausea, sleeping did not help I had to get meds.
Muscle in the arm in the morning blocked, bleeding nose, nausea, headhach, burnt eyes,
bad mood, lack of sleep , cramp in the neck....
I was wondering if I could only awake to go to work
Finally I took ton of meds, thanks to my friends who cheered me up,
it was hard , but I have been able to do my day .
Tonight it is the full moon,
just perfect for Halloween~
I will transform in a were-piggy 8D
Make up,
was lazy to wear my spider's web lashes ^^"
On the metro 8D
A guy , it is not to be "racist",
but he was obviously muslim,
and asked us " what is Halloween, why ? "
I started by explain it is basically christian,
with pagan (celtic) roots.
The guy seemed surprise
" why party ? It is not happy"
I continued telling in Mexico,
they celebrate "Día de los Muertos" ( the day of the dead)
(wich is the 2nd of november if i remember well and it is similar but not the same !
for the 1st of november they have like us the " Día de Todos los Santos" ( day of all holy ) La toussain)
and it is very colorful and happy,
it is not about terror like the american one ^^
The guy seemed confused
" but happy during a day like that ?
when your relative are dead ? "
So Manue continued telling simply it's more to celebrate,
to keep the memory of our deads....
It is my own opinion,
but by what I have experienced,
more people are into a religion-movement,
they do not do research about the religions-tradition
they are caged in their own world.
It might be a cause of the conflicts we are living and we lived in the past too
people are not enough attentive, respectful and open ._.
Going!
We arrived around 1am
with a Sisen's show.
Down stairs the mushroom's room 8D
It's psychedelic, a bit hallucinogenic as feeling with the smoke around
it has a little bit side of Alice in Wonderland XD
La machine
We rested a bit on sofa
Goind back upstairs,
I met my old wesh-wesh lolita friend Elodie-Nightmare 8D
I was glad to see her again, last time was 2 years ago at the Halloween TD too ^^
Manue Playing
Here too -_-
Small show with Adrian & Kengo
Outfit:
Tricorne: off brand bought in Venise
Bolero: Jesus Diamante
Corset: UK Corsets
Skirt: offbrand bought in London
Shoes: Bordello
Red Ring: Alchemy Gothic
Necklace: offbrand
Some photos took by pro'
Also something funny:
I usually go with my friend "ChiKita", and her boyfriend and his friend.
so we usually are girls with boys,
so I was not often annoyed, or only to ask photo together.
But last night ! We were 2 girls alone... OMG ._.
I am someone very uncomfortable with unkown personns in parties like that
I am not a very tactile personn basicall,
not even with my family or friends ._.
So when first a guy put his hand on my bottom I just went away,
So when first a guy put his hand on my bottom I just went away,
then I was dancing with Manue, a guy dressed up like a roman soldier (antic)
graped my arm I had a jolt and felt embarrassed, wanted to set free my arm when
he approached he head to tell me he just wanted to give me a "baise main" ( kiss the hand),
so yeah, at least it has charm lol, a bit elegant, it changes that other rude flirts XD
Almost a romantic-cliché , but I like ^^
Almost a romantic-cliché , but I like ^^
Then, continued to dance, a giuy arrived , grapped me the BOTH arms XD
and tried to "dance" with me, but like...
A very non-catholic way XD
Sorry, I do not like to jiggle like a whore especially if it is
A very non-catholic way XD
Sorry, I do not like to jiggle like a whore especially if it is
not my boyfriend and an unknown guy ...
I felt very embarassed , just wanted to leave far from him.
But the best is coming !
Went back down stair with Manue, sit,
she went to get a drink, 2 cutes guys sit on the same sofa ,
but much more interested by girl short-slut-dressed,
as usual, yeah, I felt over dressed once again XD
Very prude with my long skirt and my bolero wich cover my shoulders.
Few mins after, watching people dancing, we saw a guy
dancing with a bloody-girl, was very HOT XD
After, with 2 girls and "Go ahead and I'll raise your skirt to touch you "pussy" "
( I try the right words ! XD)
Here we go: the dance finished he walked around us and fibaly sit on the sofa,
started to speak with Manue, wich, annoyed, told him " Her ! She is free "
The guy tried with me, then I explained I was not.
" But you know I have myself a fiancée too, and 3 lovers/mistresses"
I though " OK ..... ! "
" That is nice for you, but I love my guy, there is him and ONLY him :) "
My tone was obviouslt enough strong , because he
did not insiste more,
but tried back with Manue XD
Last tentative, by proposing to offer drinks,
Sorry I do not drink ! So can not be drunk to say "yes" !
( By the way, I went to parties when 14years old ,
and tried to drink I do not like alcohol at all, and was only tipsy once,
not even drunk, was lucid and remembered everything so still, not really chances even if I
tollerate more things and I am weak lol)
He finally left.
Last , and funny, thing,
waiting for Shina and her friend to go back home by car,
A girl came and approached her head next to mine like to kiss, I thought I knew
her, so I accepted, and give the check , but then I realize I did not know her XD
The guy she was with here, kissed me too and both left immediatly after...
I did not get it but was fun-cute XD
I felt very embarassed , just wanted to leave far from him.
But the best is coming !
Went back down stair with Manue, sit,
she went to get a drink, 2 cutes guys sit on the same sofa ,
but much more interested by girl short-slut-dressed,
as usual, yeah, I felt over dressed once again XD
Very prude with my long skirt and my bolero wich cover my shoulders.
Few mins after, watching people dancing, we saw a guy
dancing with a bloody-girl, was very HOT XD
After, with 2 girls and "Go ahead and I'll raise your skirt to touch you "pussy" "
( I try the right words ! XD)
Here we go: the dance finished he walked around us and fibaly sit on the sofa,
started to speak with Manue, wich, annoyed, told him " Her ! She is free "
The guy tried with me, then I explained I was not.
" But you know I have myself a fiancée too, and 3 lovers/mistresses"
I though " OK ..... ! "
" That is nice for you, but I love my guy, there is him and ONLY him :) "
My tone was obviouslt enough strong , because he
did not insiste more,
but tried back with Manue XD
Last tentative, by proposing to offer drinks,
Sorry I do not drink ! So can not be drunk to say "yes" !
( By the way, I went to parties when 14years old ,
and tried to drink I do not like alcohol at all, and was only tipsy once,
not even drunk, was lucid and remembered everything so still, not really chances even if I
tollerate more things and I am weak lol)
He finally left.
Last , and funny, thing,
waiting for Shina and her friend to go back home by car,
A girl came and approached her head next to mine like to kiss, I thought I knew
her, so I accepted, and give the check , but then I realize I did not know her XD
The guy she was with here, kissed me too and both left immediatly after...
I did not get it but was fun-cute XD
In the middle of the party they started a Para para show with "Night of Fire" 8D
I could not remember all the choregraphy but was fun,
I could not remember all the choregraphy but was fun,
I did not dance para para since ages
and was strange to with a gothic-vampire outfit.
and was strange to with a gothic-vampire outfit.
Just before to leave around 5:30am,
Selia started to sing/div>
then we left.
Shina proposed to drive us back at my place, we gladly accepted.
We undressed up, I took a shower, removed the ton of make up ( my skin started to breath again ! lol)
Shina proposed to drive us back at my place, we gladly accepted.
We undressed up, I took a shower, removed the ton of make up ( my skin started to breath again ! lol)
and we fell asleep immediatly lol.
But I was a bit worried, the cat I look after and feed , the one as usual of neigbour,
But I was a bit worried, the cat I look after and feed , the one as usual of neigbour,
Was not back home, I called her, it started to rain,
but nothing,
Fortunately this moning she was back,
but I woke up at 1:00pm because of a strong hail storm,
Fortunately this moning she was back,
but I woke up at 1:00pm because of a strong hail storm,
and thought about her :S
But I think she knew where to stay protected ....Fortunately
But I think she knew where to stay protected ....Fortunately
